My Beautiful son James, forever 32. A big smile bright blue eyes and the biggest bear hugs in the world. Started out experimental use with weed and pain pills by 21 he made the fatal error of using heroine. He tried on and off for 10 years to beat the demon that robbed him of his life. He was a weight lifter, he had a trade, he had trucks, motorcycles and eventually lost everything. Passed away at his grandmother's home.
Accidental overdose. James suffered from depression. He never had a good self image as his father continually put him down. We fought for his life but couldn't get him to fight for himself. He was ridden with shame and guilt for what he had become. He never could break free from that demon Drug our love just wasn't enough to save him. Our family is never going to be complete again. James will never be married or have a family that he always wished to have. As his mother I feel as though I didn't do enough. There is so much to learn about this demon drug. Strong ,beautiful lives are being swept away. Now I must find peace in the fact that James will forever be pain and guilt free in the arms of Jesus. Rest in peace my Angel.